| new outlook..... how's tt...??
Hmm..... after these few days... realise money's really impt... and when it turn into mere numbers that just increase or decrease on the atm, it's scarier..... I spent alot over the weekend and after the weekend.... well,,, in the new year mood... hee.......... buying new year stuff(clothes) can really ignite the spending flame... But I juz feel like buying wat I wan... to be happier... my reasoning is that if i spent n no harm is done to anyone else or myself.... y can't i spend my own money?? and in the process i will b happier........ hmm..... will i?? well...... in exchange for a short period of happiness and satisfaction, i risk a future of regret..... HOPE NOT!!!! well.. here's my conquest...... dress, bikini, earrings, tops, and the latest a mp3 player... happy when i see the stuff yet angry at the same time w myself y i spend so much... =( hopefully i'll quickly earn back the money and redeem myself.... hmm..... so...... spending haf some good effect too........ now i haf to work harder to earn money to make up for the amt i spend... but i can't work now... sob sob........... tink i am mad toking to myself like tt (yet nt really toking to myself...........) n now gotta prepare v-dae surprise........ hee...... oops......ssssshhhhhhh.... |
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